- disappointment -
well.. i duno whether i m disappointed or sad.. jus to hear tt i cant do wat i want to so much.. nothing can describe how i feel now.. but wat can i do.. is nt like i m given rights to object or anyting.. sighs.. wth.. i hate e life i living nw.. life sux.. but too bad.. smtings in life i cant jus throw things aside n leave.. sighs.. i tink i have overcommitment probs.. need to seriously work on it.. my parents have been tellin me tt since my sec sch days.. when i gt so cheated of my "feelings" when what i worked so hard for.. neva comes to me in return.. well.. i guess it abt time to realli take their advice to heart.. n stop givin up so much for things tt i most prob will nt get..
so yeps.. i will cherish my friends even more nw.. =D coz they r e ones tt neva fail to help me up when i m down.. i tink i have sarcifice alot of my time wif my friends in e past few months.. even though they didn't complain.. i noe i been a lousy friend.. so big SORRY to my friends! i will try to make more time for u guys k! hmms.. i duno whether i shld tell u anot.. i had my heart broke far too many times b4.. tt i m so afraid of nw.. =X
many hearts r left broken coz of unspoken words..
disappointed.sadded.confused.afraid.
e many diff emotions i feelin nw..
=^ LinGyi ^=


I wanna be your fairytale princess <3~
; @ 11:42 PM