- unglam side -
back again..n during diz few days, i have seen e most unglamourous side of sm ppl..wat they do jus to impress ppl of authority n etc..which realli turns me off..coz what they are realli doin is pretendin to b smting tt they r nt..i mean y cant u b urself..is being urself so shameful tt u have to pretend to b sm1 else..n sm ppl jus tryin to imitate others..jus so tt they tink is a much better way..n for them to grab attention..jus super turned off by diz type of bloody a**h****...anyways.. it is oso during diz time when i realli noe who my true friends r..nt those who claim or act like they r..but those who neva fails to see u r unhappy..even though u have e biggest smile on ur face..hmms.. i dun want to bother abt those ppl i mentioned earlier..coz they will burn in hell!!opps.. so evil.. but they kinda deserve it.. =Pwell.. last few days was busy wif prep of e angela campus showcase..n of coz choosin e comm members..so far so gd.. saw a few potential ppl.. =)will reveal it when e time is rite.. =Pi realli hope tt i can do e best i can in wateva job i been given.. =Di will definately work towards tt aim.. =D hmms.. well.. i seriously in need of rest..k then off i go celebratin man utd 4-2 victory over eveton!! happy shalala~to add on to my happiness is tt che onli drew wif bolton.. =D *grins*
a best friend is the one that can look at u with e biggest smile on ur face n still know something is wrong..
seriously i m in need of sm retail therapy..
=^ LinGyi ^=
I wanna be your fairytale princess <3~
; @ 10:03 PM
back..
feelin rather down nw.. mayb is coz ppl tt i thot i can count on..
let me down..
is really hard to feel tt way.. when those ppl r ur friends..
well.. it is true tt e ppl tt u care 4 e most..
can oso hurt u de most..
well.. i guess i dun matter tt much to any1..
keepin myself cheerful n bubbly as i used to is bcm harder..
as e days goes by..
somehow i feel unwanted n leftout..
but to hell wif it..
no1 will bother abt diz anyways..
i jus need smwhere to vent all these feelings out..
plz dun ask me y i feelin like tt..
=^ LinGyi ^=
I wanna be your fairytale princess <3~
; @ 11:07 AM
- UPDATES -
okie.. by demand.. i updating my blog.. =X hmms.. last few weeks have been filled wif camps, meetings n preprations of e various events.. hmms.. start wif fowa 1st.. got a superb family.. BENWICK!! they r one of e best grp n most enthu during e camp.. so proud of them!! =D luvs them to e core.. =D of coz i had a great husband to work wif to.. pop! tgt we bcm lolli-pop!! hahax!! cuteness!!~ i wldn't go into details abt e camps.. coz i abit laggin n brain block nw.. kinda a overload of info in my head nw.. yeps.. but i wanna thx my cute family n husband for gifin me great memories to keep for life.. then aft tt was cca drive.. i feel kinda bad nt helpin alot for cca drive.. other than doin e money stuffs... coz i was helpin sp crescendo to do finance stuffs as while.. =X then i basically start sch on e thu.. =X aft 1 day of rest was rdc.. then i tink tt e organisin of camp was beta than fowa.. at least we know wat we suppose to do n etc.. but welfare 4 e helpers was kinda bad.. coz we didn't realli have a proper bunk.. (no air-con.. but doesn't matter) other than tt.. overall it was a great camp.. good experience.. then nw i b focusin on e campus concert n sp crescendo.. hopefully i b able to manage both well.. =X okie.. so a veri brief update.. coz i doin diz in class.. e teacher is so gay!! =X okie then try to update asap.. =)
p.s: LOOKING 4 HELPERS FOR ANGELA CAMPUS CONCERT!!
-leave ur name on e helpers' list @ spsu.. thx alot!! =D
=^ LinGyi ^=
I wanna be your fairytale princess <3~
; @ 10:29 AM
- GP-HOOD!! -
hello!!! i m back!! finalli survive 7 days of camp.. =) well.. made alot of new friends n learnt alot things in diz short week.. i know 7 days of camp is no joke.. n it can b quite strainin on ur mental n physical strength.. i m sure tt all of us tt went thru the camp has definately grown strong no doubt.. well.. do some updates on e camps.. first was gl prep.. for e gps is was when e real test of wat we had prepared.. to realli draw e line between e gps n gls.. n is was hard coz e some of e gls r ppl tt r close to us.. n friends of ours.. n is was kinda hard to start.. but is was for theiir good.. we want to realli bond them as couples.. n seriously we saw frm them was kinda e reflection of us during gp prep.. so we definately noe wat they r feelin n etc.. then was fo camp.. when all e preperation comes down to..e gps had to realli control their emotions.. we couldn't smile or laugh.. e walk-in for gps was cool.. was kinda pissed off when e freshies laughed at our gp i/c n us.. but it was okie.. coz it helped us to have no problems using e spsu way of bondin them tgt as a family.. hmms.. i lazy to go into details.. so too bad if u didn't attend e camp.. =P hahax!! e most impt thing of all is GP-HOOD!! i m definately proud to b a GP!! =D once a gp always a gp.. GPs ROCKS!! <3<3 we r like diz big family.. supportin each other no matter wat happens.. one good example is during human pyamid.. i was abit afraid at first to go up.. but overcame it thanks to my fellow gps.. coz they were there to support me all e way( u all shld noe wat i mean ba) .. thanks ppl!! esp to kay,bors n all of female gps!! i used e gp names.. =X hehe!! n i totally have respect for my gp i/c n asst. gp i/c!! no matter wat e gps will support u all.. =) GP-HOOD!!!! i will been disappear soon again.. coz of rdc n fowa.. so will update asap.. =)
my heart is total confusion..
i guess e best way is to let things go its way..
take note k!!
=^ LinGyi^=
I wanna be your fairytale princess <3~
; @ 2:29 PM
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